OKAY.
so i haven't been around in awhile.
i hate coming back to old journals and having to catch up on everything so I think I might be making a new one or something. i lost my friends, my *two* subscriptions, everything.

YEAH, i'll make a new one. can't promise i'll be on it as much as we'd like, but i'll be there.

Holy wow.
I have one subscription. Talk about amazing.
=] thanks. <33333

I had the best dream ever last night. Well it had some uncool parts in it, but overall, it was cool.
I dreamt about the near future. My friend family [consists of: nathan, anna, matty, ryan, & emma. //we call each other family.] came to visit me. Like all of them. They were down for a show actually, but they couldn't leave without seeing me first.
So...my papa gave me like 25 dollars to spend, while going out with them. I got in the car but only emma was in the car. Anyway, she took me to wherever  && then was driving me back home. Ryan && Anna were in my kitchen! rofl. Anna got all excited when she saw me. Ryan was getting it on film, lol. Anna && I starting eating an apple & she was like "i'm so glad you're here!" && then Ryan was all "shhh! its a surprise for nathan."

They took me to the patio where nathan was just coming in after this other girl && he was saying as he came into the door, "this place is a crackhouse, huh aimee." && then Ryan, anna, and I all froze. He looked at me and said "what the fuck is she doing here!?" && anna was like, "..nathan.." && he shrugged and kinda laughed then said, "she can't sing anyway."  I was so hurt!. rofl.
I stormed back into the house. A few hours later, he was knocking at my window. I opened it and told him to go away, then i closed it again. xD
The next day, I was outside gardening & he came to my house. I didn't say a word to him until he followed me to the patio. I said "what are you doing at my "crackhouse"?", y'know using what he said back at him coldly. He opened the door for me and said "baby, i didn't mean it. ..i was just trying to hit on that girl." && i walked in and put my gardening tools down and said..."oh so you were trying to hit on a girl?" && he returned, "well you're not exactly committed yourself." I froze for a second then I linked my hands behind his head, cuddling close. i smiled and said "baaaaaaby."
then yatta yatta we were fine again then this manager lady took  him away to play a show, && i had thought about that i never got to kiss him the whole time he was here so i put my lips on the car window, and he put his over mine.


it was weird. "scene" inspiration later for my subcriber. =]
stay tuned?

I see that no one cares about my xanga. ....Lovely.
Ah, i haven't posted in a loooooooooong time. But no cares because no one reads this sht.
I've been eating too much. Dayum.
I was on a roll too. =[[

Anna's operation is tommorrow. I reeeeeally hope she doesn't die. I also hope she feels well enough to travel or else the whole trip is canceled. No one wants to leave without anna, of course.

I shall show you some pictures of me. Cause I know you love them so horribly much. =P



Arrrrgh, comment these. -_-
Pleeeease?

Rawwr.
Its been awhile since i've updated.
Well, my boyfriend is coming down soon!! He doesn't live here so we don't see each other alot. :( He said that he has a surprise for me. Hmm..
I think he might prepose to me. lol. Either way, I think its a ring that he has bought. <3
I look alittle prettier from that last horrid picture. I took some more pictures with a crappeh digital camera. Meh. I haven't gotten any skinnier. My parents keep saying I have a "petite" figure. Ewww, I hate it. I wish I were skinnier. >/ Not curvy-skinny. I'm talking skinny-skinny. With visible hipbones and such. Ugh. 

yuck.

shadow of my legs.<3

And thats my face. <3

Its summer break. [Its been that way since May 22]

Meh camping trip ish tommorrow. I come back Saturday. Its going to suck so bad. I just wanna sleep in the whole time. At least thats how I feel now [cause i'm tired!!] But i'm sure meh family -will- find many ways to drag me out of meh tent. I'm actually planning on taking pictures [if i find meh camera!!!] Arrrrrrgh. And painting a picture of the surroundings..which i imagine to be beautifully forested, but idk. I can't even take my music!!! because i lost my earphones.>=[

 I told brent I was in love with him and he told me he onleh has 13 more years to live. Woah. Meh boyfriend is a bit moody and emotional [rofl.] So he took it upon himself to hide and cry. We're looking all over the place for him. Finally he came home like nothing had happened-__-. We talked about it and he's much better [for now.] I talked to Matty[matteh] for a few hours while everyone was asleep. He's getting busy with his gf now. He's uber kool. And totalleh romantic. I told Anna I was jealous. xD She told me that  Nathan's so much more romantic and has even better things planned for me. Why do they always talk about him like he's sooo perfect or something. Even though he is. x)


Wish me luck on the trip. My preppeh cousin's going to be there and beg me to do all this teamwork shit with her.
No music!? No camera!? -consider me dead.